Tuesday, July 22, 2003

Honesty. This is a page where we sisters have been able to put done at random our feelings and thoughts about our parents - past, present and future. I write this tonight in honesty.

I wish I could feel the way Trish and Sharon does with and about Mom now. I find it very hard to be with Mom most of the time. I guess you might say it's more of a grieving feeling. I grieve for her; I grieve that she is not the way she used to be; I am angry that I can't do anything to help her - to make it better; guilt that I don't spend more time with her. My reality is: Mom left me 2 years ago when Dad died.